Well it's been a long. long time, but I'm actaully crushing on someone again, over ten years in fact. I'd forgotten how bad it can feel.

Why must I have a thing for older men? I mean really, it can't be good that from the minute I realized that some man I really don't know just...got to me, that I've been upset.
Something just reaches right down and now I'm day dreaming like an idiot.

I hear his voice and go all fluttery, but it's silly, and really there's no chance. Oh well, this too shall pass.